So what do you do when you realzie a complete year has passed and your daughter is walking and talking and all over the place?

Well i guess that means she is probably about a year old and is a handful.

Yea I'ts hard to believe that my baby girl, who I had posted a picture of just last year right after joining, is now turning 1 year old.

I mean its been a lot diapers and working my butt off to proviude for my daughter, but it isnt as easy as everyone makes it out to be.

Being nineteen and raising a kid and a family can take its toll on someone who wasnt grown up, but the moment you see your daughter and hear her take her first breath it also takes away yours.

People throughout my girlfriends pregnancy doubted me and doubted her and above all we are right now doing better then a lot of young teenage parents who kind of still want to party and enjoy the young life.

I have realized I didnt HAVE to grow up because I had a daughter, I grew up because I WANTED to be there for her whenever she needs me, and give her the life she deserved and the life I never had.

Growing up also isn't really something you do, it's a state of mind and I can say in the last yeat I have gotten a lot more patient, understanding, and responsible.

I dont worry so much anymore what my life will end up like because I KNOW that from this moment on I dont need to. The worries of having to actually be a mature adult have reached their peak so far this year and i know ill just keep maturing as Kyire -biddie- gets bigger.

Tomorrow I will have pictures of her first birthday up, keep in mind it isnt her party its just her birthday!


Thanks all my friends.